Page 202: Ramadhan the 12th

Weekend well spent.
Alhamdulllah.
Tak de la buat ape pon.
Tapi balik penang.
Well spent la kan.
Now counting hours nak naik bas dah.
Balik kumpul kekuatan dan logik akal kepala otak sebenarnya.
Yela sape la tak down kalau dah sngsorang.
Alone and lonely.
Alonely lonely.
Pon boleh!

Resepi cheesekut sangat awesome.
Simple je tp boleh la kan.
Rupa buruk tapi rasa sangat awesome.
Well dont judge a book by its cover katanya.
Okey tu je nk type.
Bye~

Page 196: Ramadhan the 6th

Bukan setiap masa nak indah belaka.
Supaya kita belajar erti susah payah.
Supaya kita belajar erti berusaha gigih.
Supaya kita belajar erti tak putus asa.
Hidup ni atas bawah selalu je tak kira masa.

Correction process.
Banyak.
Belambak.
Sentiasa doa supaya selalu kuat.
Sentiasa perlu motivasi.
Sentiasa.

Sebab bila je rasa macam duduk sorang2, senang je lah down.
Dalam hati penuh rumah rumah rumah.
Semua cantik gambaran rumah tetap paling cantik.

Sikit lagi faiqah
Sikit betul.
Sikit je.

Be strong!

Page 190: Off Thesis, Viva and Ramadhan

Alhamdulillah.
Last week dah submit the final draft of my dissertation.
Sungguh serabutnya Dia je yang Maha Mengetahui.
Was crying like crazy every night and cry myself to sleep.
Sungguh penangan macam maha dasat.
Tapi memang dah janji Allah kata kalau kita tak mampu tanggung beban tu, tak la kita face benda tu kan.
Sangat terima kasih beri ribu ribu lemon untuk kakak Nurul sebab teman siang malam until the day to submit the final draft.
Jasa mu sungguh dikenang dan tak terbalas rasanya.
Siap teman pegi Johor semua.
Alhamdulillah.

Terima kasih for everyone yang bagi moral support.
Walaupun x mampu nak tolong buatkan kan.
Tapi memang I really need moral support masa-masa kecederaan macam tu.
Sebab bila rasa duduk sendiri sorang-sorang xde orang nak cakap, xde org nak bg support,
laju jelah hujan turun luar dalam.
Allah.
Serabut sangat.
Tapi berkat doa semua orang alhamdulillah the phase was over.
Sempat submit final draft.
Alhamdulillah. Feel so blessed surrounded by positive and inspired people.

Hari ni pulak dah selesai viva.
Alhamdulillah walaupun rasa not that good and far from best tapi berjaya la present and jawab soalan examiner.
Cumenye banyak jugak nak kene betulkan.
Mohon doa semua dapat siap kan correction within the tie given.
Lepas tu boleh la balik beraya dengan hati yang setenang air dikali hendaknye.

tepek gambar sendiri konon hilang nebes nk viva.. hilang lah sgt..blergh

Dan esok dah mula berpuasa.
Kepada semua, Ramadhan Kareem!!
InsyaAllah setiap amalan kita membawa kita ke syurga.
Semoga bertambah amalan dan menuai pahala sehabes baik.
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa.

Page 165: Yang tak terluahkan.

Theres no word to describe who you are to me.
Setiap apa yang pernah di lakukan.
Setiap apa yang pernah diberi.
Takkan pernah berjaya saya senaraikan.
It must be hard for you to have one and only daughter.
Ive been fighting everything to make you feel proud of me.
I know im not the best like other people's daughter.
Im not the most beautiful of all.
Im not the kindest girl in the world.
But im trying my heart out to be the best for you.

Selamat hari bapa.
Walid, you are irreplaceable!

*homesick mode automatically on*

Page 157: Counting

21 days to go.

Allah Allah Allah.

Permudahkanlah.

Page 142: Put the glass down

Hari ini kita bagi story that was being shared over and over again.


A psychologist walked around a room while teaching stress management to an audience.
As she raised a glass of water, everyone expected they’d be asked the “half empty or half full” question.
Instead, with a smile on her face, she inquired:
 ”How heavy is this glass of water?”
Answers called out ranged from 8 oz. to 20 oz.
She replied,
“The absolute weight doesn’t matter. It depends on how long I hold it.
If I hold it for a minute, it’s not a problem.
If I hold it for an hour, I’ll have an ache in my arm.
If I hold it for a day, my arm will feel numb and paralyzed.
In each case, the weight of the glass doesn’t change, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes.”
She continued,
“The stresses and worries in life are like that glass of water.
 Think about them for a while and nothing happens.
Think about them a bit longer and they begin to hurt.
And if you think about them all day long, you will feel paralyzed – incapable of doing anything.” It’s important to remember to let go of your stresses.
As early in the evening as you can, put all your burdens down.
Don’t carry them through the evening and into the night.

Remember to put the glass down! 

Positive!