Tenang

At some point, kita perlukan masa menyendiri.
Supaya boleh berfikir dengan tenang.
Berfikir dengan lebih baik.
Dan bila betul2 masa dah sampai, u'll know what to do.
Rasa lega.
Sungguh lega.
:)

Ironic life

Life is too ironic.
It takes sadness to know what happiness is, noise to appreciate silence and absence to value presence.
*sigh*

Sometimes you forgive people simply because you still want them in your life.
But if someone doesn't see you in their future, maybe it's time to put them in your past.

Dan seharusnya bertahan.

Jauh

Memang hanya mampu memandang dari jauh.
If only i knew it'll hurt so much, i wont do what i did 5 years ago.
Eventhough rasanya dah prepare lama, tp ni lebih dan tak terjangka.
Sungguh rasa sesak dada.
Literally.
Da macam nak mati pon ada ni.

Strong

That moment when you have to beg yourself to stop crying and tell yourself to 'be strong'.

I want to be a strong woman. 

A strong woman is one who is able to smile this morning like she wasn't crying last night.

Maaf sy bukan orang baik.

Jauh lagi untuk jadi yang terbaik.

And i wish....

Have faith

Heartbreak is an odd kind of pain.
You're not dying, and you're not even sick,
but you just hurt so much.
Seriously, so much.

*sigh*

People will change, memories won't.

Kalau la sy boleh cakap terus terang.
We dont have to suffer like this.
I mean, i dont have to be like this.
I think for you, its fine.
Afterall, effortless you show it all.

Well, you look happy.
So why should i ruin that right?

Never mind.
Have faith!

5th of September

On this very day, 22 years ago *fuhh cam lama gile dah bunyiknye*,
I have my first ever rakan untuk bermain.
I do remember, masa kecik-kecik,
stupid things that we used to do together..
And how u've been taking all the blames for us..
Sampai berbirat-birat badan kene getah paip..
Hehehe..

Nevertheless, u would never blame me for whatever that had happened.
*mungkin jugak because im the only kakak u have..lol*
Anyhoo, im wishing you all the best in whatever you do..
Kerja rerajin, kalau dah rasa nak sambung belajar lagi sambung je..
Kahwin lambat sikit xpe.. Xdela nak rugi sangat pon..Eh..Haha..
Walaupun nasihat macam poyo but hey, thats what a kakak should do.. lol..

Dan juga to the coolest housemate ever!

Happy birthday to miss Aein Afina!
Semoga sentiasa gembira dan berjumpa kebahagiaan yang dicari..
Hehe..


Cheerio!
:)

You are valuable
Count your blessings. Once you realize how valuable you are
and how much you have going for you, the smiles will return,
the sun will break out, the music will play, and you will finally
be able to move forward the life that God intended for you with grace,
strength, courage, and confidence.

The true birthday is not all about yourself on the stage anymore
because your presence on this earth has brought a special color
for those around u,
Birthday is more about being the stage for those you love.

Cause as you give honor to the weak, God will give you a rainbow in every storm …
As you give laughter to the mourn, God will give you a smile in every tear…
As you give embrace to the rejected ones, God will give you a promise in every care…
As you give courage to the depressed ones, God will give you a blessing in each trial…
May today be your day….
to dance lightly with life
to sing wild songs of adventure,
to invite rainbows and butterflies out to play,
to soar your spirit and unfurl your joy.